This weekend was difficult. I know fathers day would be hard, but from waking up to going to bed. I had to keep myself busy, I couldn’t stop thinking about my dad and how I just wanted to hear his voice again. I wanted to just wake up and realise that the past 4 months since he passed away have been nothing but a nightmare. Just so I could make more effort with my him and not take him for granted but I always thought he would be there for me and my sister.
I really fucking miss my dad. I just regret not spending more time with him when I had the chance.
I am sorry dad, I love you.
I really want to get a Gears Lancer, but I don’t know if I can justify the £100 spend on it! It would just go on the wall next to my Aperture Science Portal Device. What do I do?